Maybe I really am the issue in all of my relationships. Had an argument today. And of course I'm still miserable about it. I'm miserable until every detail is worked out. Why am I so obsessive? Why can't I just let things go?
And on the other hand, why should I? Why should I let something go that has hurt me with no apology and no compromise? When we haven't talked through the things that are unfair and hurtful, without reassurances that perhaps I'm worrying for no reason? Don't I deserve to be put at ease?
I hope he does what he says he will and calls me tonight. If not idk what I'll do. I just want to erase today and start over.
I'm so tired.
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