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Took up a freelance job today. Hopefully I did well enough to impress my potential employer. I always stress when I get a new project even though I've been doing this for years.
My back is aching. It's also time that I should get to sleep but I'm not tired. I slept too much yesterday. I know why I did it. It's so easy for me to lie in bed and daydream. Takes me away from the monotony and loneliness that is my life right now.
I need a massage.
And what's worse, I don't think he can ever imagine the damage he's caused. I can't even look at a picture of a girl in a skinny tan girl in a short party dress without thinking about how that's what he wanted and that's what I'm not.
<<looks like me and heather.
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