Time Has Brought Your Heart to Me

Why? Why can't I get him out of my head? It's scary and I hate it, but not because I hate it. I hate it because I want to stop THINKING about him and start SEEING him. It's only been a few days, but I'm pretty much dying.

Idk why it's driving me this crazy. But it is. And I like it. I don't hate it, I like it.

I wasn't sure this could happen to me ever again. It's like...all of this hope for my future has come back. Even if it's not him. The point is, I'm capable of feeling something again.

But I'm sorta hoping I snag this one. :p Obviously. Isn't that what liking someone entails?

My spa day is all scheduled up, my apartment is almost in order, and I think I've set the date to move out. Heather is coming in next weekend. Going to try hanging out with Ashley soon.

Life is coming together. And in Longview. Who knew?

The only thing is that I ran the numbers again and I'm really afraid about my budget. I have so little wiggle room each month that it's making me panicky. Damn student loans.