Woo!
Anyway. I went to the movies with my friend from work today. And we couldn't get a hold of the guy I like and I feel so helpless. I don't have his number and he doesn't have mine. I'm totally dependent on her. I can't make her invite me places and I can't make her able to get a hold of him if he doesn't have a freakin' cell phone.
What if I never see him again?
I like him way too much already. He's in my head all the time and now I'm terrified. I just want to be with him. And that scares me and I'm already in pain from missing him. Idk how it happened. I feel like I'm in high school and I'm crushing on Brandon all over again.
The logical part of me says it will be okay. If I can survive after all I went through with my last ex, with how much I loved him, then I can get through this. I know that. But I don't want to get through it. I want it to work. I want to succeed at this.
And on a separate note, I'm watching Black Books and they're playing Monopoly and now I want to play Monopoly.
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