Angry. Again.
Why do you say one thing one month, and say another the next? Why do you expect me to be able to handle things that you yourself have said you can't? What's with this double standard?
Why is it that you come to me most when I pull away?
You make me afraid. You send me mixed signals, you confuse me.
You said "girlfriend" today. Why do you say that if it isn't so? And what makes you think you can say those words to me, and then.....hurt me the way you did? And then not understand when I get upset and confused?
I can't give you my heart if I'm afraid.
And I can't make you do what I want.
The only thing I can do is protect myself. And not even that makes me happy. It just makes the pain more tolerable.
I either lose you, or I live with you in confusion and hurt.
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