Shine Bright

I had so many projects to work on today. They were all mostly small things, but there were just a lot of them. Things are still stressful. My student loan is way more than I thought it would be. We misunderstood the paper. So I've had to change my plan to the graduated plan, and just hope that my income will increase enough as the monthly payments increase. Feels like a gamble to me. But what choice do I have?

Marriage is sounding more and more appealing by the second. Not only do I love him, but...it's actually financially beneficial.

My tummy is firmer and a tad thinner. I feel like my hip bones are a bit more defined. I weigh about the same on the scale though. I'm having trouble losing weight. I feel that I've lost some in fat, and regained weight in muscle, but it's still not much in fat that I've lost. I've got to eat better but it's hard. It's not like I'm a cow. How little do I have to eat a day to lose weight? Two celery sticks?

Damn. My cat just kicked litter EVERYWHERE over the carpet. He gets into everything, makes huge messes. He pulls down my curtains, chews my wires, unrolls my toilet paper, gets litter all over my floor, knocks over trashcans, pulls cotton out of pillows, gets into my cabinets and rips open food bags....ugh.

About to go read now.